2 July 2008
Its Wednesday. Moe's bar and smooch cafe with other couchsurfers...
3 July 2008
Its Thursday. revival meetup with multiple couchsurfers. rooftop party later at joe che's place....busted by cops at 3 am in morning...had a blast :)
4 July 2008
Its Wednesday. Moe's bar and smooch cafe with other couchsurfers...
3 July 2008
Its Thursday. revival meetup with multiple couchsurfers. rooftop party later at joe che's place....busted by cops at 3 am in morning...had a blast :)
4 July 2008 Its Friday. woke late. went for some shopping in downtown n chinatown before I leave for Chicago. fireworks at rooftop party and free drinks. Talked to Richard from ireland staying at same hostel. Long live USA. Saw spectacular fireworks today. Went to downtown at night with clayton for gyros. Yum and fun. Loved it all.
5 July 2008 
Its saturday afternoon. A beautiful sleepy weekend In Chicago. Time seems to stand still as I stand in hot sun and nice breeze. Its just beautiful, enchanting, marvellous. Never thought Chicago could be so beautiful and Serene. Had the jetBlue Flight to Chicago from new york city in early morning. It was really heart-warming that many couchsurfers came to drop me at jfk. Went to Millenium Park in afternoon and Skylark dive bar in evening with Mars and Simon.
6 July 2008
Its sunday. Woke early. Had a looooong Walk to downtown. Bought my new sneakers from Payless shoe source on Ashland Avenue. Going downtown with Marsena and Simon later on.
7 July 2008
Its Monday. Went to Library early morning. It was really chilly and cloudy as I wasnt wearing anything except my shorts and t-shirt.
8 July 2008
8 July 2008
Its Tuesday. Went to library again
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10 July 2008 A WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME....A TREAT !! totally unexpected.Its Thursday. I went to the Chicago Public Library just for fun and there I found Mr. Salman Rushdie. The famous author being persecuted in Muslim world for decades. I specially bought to original copies of Satanic Verses and got them signed from him. Was the last person to leave the auditorium after the huge crowd left. Had a little chat with him and some historic snaps. Will be proud of this moment for a while. Mr. Rushdies especially was surprised to find out that am from pakistan since not many people from Pakistan respect him or like his books. In fact, he is condemned to death for 'blasphemy'....
11 July
Its Friday. Met Perronick and Angella... the german and swiss couchsurfers. Both are violin players. Guy had marfan syndrome.
12 July 2008Its saturday. Went cornholing. it was FUN FUN FUN FUN..... I won not just the cornhole but also the winner's pie. Corn Hole is a midwestern US game played with little sacks filled with corn that you have to throw in a hole. Its a lazy game usually played in sunny summer afternoons with barbecue and drinks. Loved the whole idea. Another famous midwest game is hackysack. John's friend tyler especially gifted me a hackysack ball some days back.
13 July
Its sunday. Marco arrived today from Slovenia. He is also a couchsurfer. A really nice person. We went to Frisbie with Mark Walden and Mars. And then to Millenium park.
14 July 2008
Its Monday. Went to Northwestern university today
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25 July 2008
Its Friday and Sehar's birthday. her first in US. Missed her today. Hope she celebrates it in style. Going back to Newyork city today. Going to Avida and then to Rainforest for lunch before I leave. Will be going with Mike Mendez. Using rideshare of craigslist for first time. It would be fun to drive all the way from Chicago to Philadelphia. Have got my camera ready for the almost 1000 mile trip :)
26 July 2008
Its saturday today.
Its 7 15 pm and I am in Talha's house. Reached Philadelphia in morning. Took Cherry bus from
Philly to NYC. Reached NYC to be shocked. Called Talha for 2 hours before finally thinking that he would be asleep and took a subway with my big bag from canal street and went all the way down to Staten island Ferry and then took ferry to island and then another bus to his place. Got off half a mile short and had to pull my big bag all the way to is place. Finally reached there by 1 30 pm even though I reached NYC by 9 50 am. Called him and he finally picked up the call and he was sleeping. So I surprised him and took his pic in pajamas when he came out. But surprise was for me and I found that he already had his stag yesterday night and today he is going to Utah on business trip. So, am pushed in to looking for a place to stay tonight, even though I haven't slept for 36 hours. To find a new abode for myself and I am kind of relaxed as I have loads of options in my mind. Lot of couchsurfers and hostel option. So just came back after seeing dark Knight with talha for free and kind of taking it all lightly. Its 8 pm now and am getting a bit panicky as every person I called had his or her voicemail on. Talha delayed his flight for tonight for me to tomorrow morning. He's a great friend. Only that we did not figure out stuff before my arrival and a part of my problem is mine because of my stupid idea of surprising people. That happened on my first day in Chicago also and felt so embarassed that I had to call Marsena back from her outting to welcome me. I just emailed Mennonite mission network people in NYC and now I am about to leave for hostel with Talha after dinner. Thanks God I won't have to worry about carrying my bag as Talha will drop me there. Its 10 25 pm. Just arrived at hostel again after 3 weeks only to find it has changed quite a bit. I can't find Marcello and thanks goodness they had 1 bed in mixed room. I just want to go to sleep now. Long long day.
Its 7 15 pm and I am in Talha's house. Reached Philadelphia in morning. Took Cherry bus from
Philly to NYC. Reached NYC to be shocked. Called Talha for 2 hours before finally thinking that he would be asleep and took a subway with my big bag from canal street and went all the way down to Staten island Ferry and then took ferry to island and then another bus to his place. Got off half a mile short and had to pull my big bag all the way to is place. Finally reached there by 1 30 pm even though I reached NYC by 9 50 am. Called him and he finally picked up the call and he was sleeping. So I surprised him and took his pic in pajamas when he came out. But surprise was for me and I found that he already had his stag yesterday night and today he is going to Utah on business trip. So, am pushed in to looking for a place to stay tonight, even though I haven't slept for 36 hours. To find a new abode for myself and I am kind of relaxed as I have loads of options in my mind. Lot of couchsurfers and hostel option. So just came back after seeing dark Knight with talha for free and kind of taking it all lightly. Its 8 pm now and am getting a bit panicky as every person I called had his or her voicemail on. Talha delayed his flight for tonight for me to tomorrow morning. He's a great friend. Only that we did not figure out stuff before my arrival and a part of my problem is mine because of my stupid idea of surprising people. That happened on my first day in Chicago also and felt so embarassed that I had to call Marsena back from her outting to welcome me. I just emailed Mennonite mission network people in NYC and now I am about to leave for hostel with Talha after dinner. Thanks God I won't have to worry about carrying my bag as Talha will drop me there. Its 10 25 pm. Just arrived at hostel again after 3 weeks only to find it has changed quite a bit. I can't find Marcello and thanks goodness they had 1 bed in mixed room. I just want to go to sleep now. Long long day. 27 July 2008
Its sunday
Raining. Woke up at 11 30 am and just corresponded with a prospective landlord about seeing her place in Long Island. I am going there even if its raining. Cant miss this opportunity. Talked to Brian. I may get to stay at his place for 2 days.
Raining. Woke up at 11 30 am and just corresponded with a prospective landlord about seeing her place in Long Island. I am going there even if its raining. Cant miss this opportunity. Talked to Brian. I may get to stay at his place for 2 days.
28 July 2008
Its 2 30 pm on Monday. Am at Bryant park. Checked out from hostel and paid 3 dollars to keep 
my bags there. Had a hotdog and waiting for call from my prospective new landlord Marisol and a call from Brian. Hoping to not to spend any money at hostel stay again. There are continuous announcements about some movie here at Bryant park tonight at 9 pm. Its 5 pm now. Got call from Brian and he can't host me. Its fine with me as he is already staying with 5 other people and I understand his situation. And I cant move-in to long island as her tenant is not leaving till 1st august. No place to go but back to hostel. Its 6 30 pm and am at hostel. came here to find out they are fully booked now for whole night. Had no option but to call a distant Jazz hostel for tonight in harlem and as luck would be, just before I left, someone cancelled booking for tonight and I got a bed for tonight and tomorrow. Also got a surprise call from marko. Now no stress of staying on my head. So, going out with Marko to movies. Will see him at 8 00 pm in Bryant Park.
my bags there. Had a hotdog and waiting for call from my prospective new landlord Marisol and a call from Brian. Hoping to not to spend any money at hostel stay again. There are continuous announcements about some movie here at Bryant park tonight at 9 pm. Its 5 pm now. Got call from Brian and he can't host me. Its fine with me as he is already staying with 5 other people and I understand his situation. And I cant move-in to long island as her tenant is not leaving till 1st august. No place to go but back to hostel. Its 6 30 pm and am at hostel. came here to find out they are fully booked now for whole night. Had no option but to call a distant Jazz hostel for tonight in harlem and as luck would be, just before I left, someone cancelled booking for tonight and I got a bed for tonight and tomorrow. Also got a surprise call from marko. Now no stress of staying on my head. So, going out with Marko to movies. Will see him at 8 00 pm in Bryant Park. 30th july 2008
its 2 am in the night here as I sit here in new york city. Soon i will be going back to my hostel for my last night there. I have now quite some memories of that place. Its surprising how much people can influence your mood and behavior. My last visit to this hostel was planned and I made so many good friends that I miss now and though it was only for 8 days. This time my stay here was totally unplanned and it turned out to be not so good. It was totally haphazard. 
Everyday I thought i'd leave this place for some better sanctuary but I couldn't find one. And so i finally decided to settle for this place till tonight as I move out tomorrow afternoon to my new abode in Long island. I know it'll be tough to carry my bag through3 subways and 3 buses but am still happy and excited as am looking forward to it. Good thing is that my landlord allowed me to stay inside her part of house till her tenant moves out on 1st and I won't have to spend more money. I have already spent alot of it and now I need to really hold my reins. I met yasir and his friend today and surprisingly it went well. he didnt rebuff me about my meeting with salman rushdie. In fact, after listening to all his stints in various hospitals n univs here and his thrift spending, I kind of scolded myself in heart for being so careless past one month. I dont have a job right now and I dont have unlimited resources. My parents are willingly supporting me as they don't know my 'other' free-thinking agnostic side. I know the day they find out about it, i will lose everything and everyone and would be left alone. Thanks goodness I have made some really good friends here in NYC and Chicago. And I am so happy because of my superb friend Mars who let me use her place as my home in US.
31st july 2008
Everyday I thought i'd leave this place for some better sanctuary but I couldn't find one. And so i finally decided to settle for this place till tonight as I move out tomorrow afternoon to my new abode in Long island. I know it'll be tough to carry my bag through3 subways and 3 buses but am still happy and excited as am looking forward to it. Good thing is that my landlord allowed me to stay inside her part of house till her tenant moves out on 1st and I won't have to spend more money. I have already spent alot of it and now I need to really hold my reins. I met yasir and his friend today and surprisingly it went well. he didnt rebuff me about my meeting with salman rushdie. In fact, after listening to all his stints in various hospitals n univs here and his thrift spending, I kind of scolded myself in heart for being so careless past one month. I dont have a job right now and I dont have unlimited resources. My parents are willingly supporting me as they don't know my 'other' free-thinking agnostic side. I know the day they find out about it, i will lose everything and everyone and would be left alone. Thanks goodness I have made some really good friends here in NYC and Chicago. And I am so happy because of my superb friend Mars who let me use her place as my home in US.31st july 2008
Am sitting here in hostel lounge at 12 noon. I just checked out but asked them to let me stay here till 2 30 when I will begin my long journey with big bags towards long island. I will be 
staying at a nice lady's place in Baldwin which is about 2 hours from my internship place in new hyde park but that will work fine for me as the place is really nice, clean and good for me as its cheap. Since yesterday I am living on some cashew nuts and chips but I think I did get to have my required calories. In fact yesterday was my day in NYC on this 2nd visit when I felt I was on a real high from evening onwards. This energy made me stay awake till 4 30 am and I woke today at 8 57 am which is not bad as am not feeling sleepy at all. I emailed and got a good response from student coordinator at NSLIJ that I can show up on 4th august instead of 1st on Monday which has decreased a lot of stress from my mind. I dont have to worry soon after my shifting about preparing my dress for next morning and so as I dont even know if there will be an iron for my use or i'll have to buy one. I am listening to desert rose by sting and I remember I felt really good when I purposefully listened this song when my kuwait air plane flew over baghdad and baquba. It gives me pain when I see pain and suffering and this feeling of helplessness that I cant do anything about it. Here in US I saw last year and this year some monuments, flags and flowers for those brave soldiers who lost their lives when they had nothing personal to do over there. It was just because of some poor decisions at the authority level which were so surprising for me from a country which really gave this world a hope about assimilation, freedom and democracy. I remember on my 2nd day in US on this visit; precisely 28th june saturday when I went to ground zero and felt so bad that I come from the land where this all darkness originated from. It almost made me teary when I heard the brillinat song by U2 'city of blinding lights' but it also made me so hopeful and happy. Thats why I went to Statue of liberty and then to staten island. Just the look of lady liberty is mesmerizing. Its so much hopeful. She won't bend or give in the freedom she represents. Not some fought-for freedom as depicted wrongly in the movies but the spiritual freedom. I don't know if many people have seen it but she looks so much at peace with herself. I felt so elated that I hide my true beliefs and thoughts from my parents, Muslim friends and everyone in family but I am at peace with myself. I didnot come over to USA to just get in to a residency and earn some money. I came here for freedom. Freedom of life and pursuit of happiness. Freedom of thought, speech and expression. I love America. Not because of its money and power. But because of its diversity and openness. So, its 9 28 pm now and I just got back to the place where am going to stay for next whole month. I don't know where I will be sleeping tonight as the room I am supposed to rent is till not vacant and that tenant ill move out tomorrow. Am waiting for Marisol-the owner to come and we can talk. I feel super exhausted right now. Made this mistake of going to McDonalds and took the N6 bus to jamaica station and didn't realize that it would be so tough to get a seat on the returning buses. Missed 4 buses to get my chance finally. Earlier, I came all the way from Varet street near Bogart in Brooklyn to this place here in Baldwin in Long Island via 4 subway connections and 3 buses. Took a lot of time and strength and energy and my bag's wheels are also quite flattened now but atleast I made it to here without spending any penny unlike last time when I had to buy LIRR tickets costing more then $30.00........
staying at a nice lady's place in Baldwin which is about 2 hours from my internship place in new hyde park but that will work fine for me as the place is really nice, clean and good for me as its cheap. Since yesterday I am living on some cashew nuts and chips but I think I did get to have my required calories. In fact yesterday was my day in NYC on this 2nd visit when I felt I was on a real high from evening onwards. This energy made me stay awake till 4 30 am and I woke today at 8 57 am which is not bad as am not feeling sleepy at all. I emailed and got a good response from student coordinator at NSLIJ that I can show up on 4th august instead of 1st on Monday which has decreased a lot of stress from my mind. I dont have to worry soon after my shifting about preparing my dress for next morning and so as I dont even know if there will be an iron for my use or i'll have to buy one. I am listening to desert rose by sting and I remember I felt really good when I purposefully listened this song when my kuwait air plane flew over baghdad and baquba. It gives me pain when I see pain and suffering and this feeling of helplessness that I cant do anything about it. Here in US I saw last year and this year some monuments, flags and flowers for those brave soldiers who lost their lives when they had nothing personal to do over there. It was just because of some poor decisions at the authority level which were so surprising for me from a country which really gave this world a hope about assimilation, freedom and democracy. I remember on my 2nd day in US on this visit; precisely 28th june saturday when I went to ground zero and felt so bad that I come from the land where this all darkness originated from. It almost made me teary when I heard the brillinat song by U2 'city of blinding lights' but it also made me so hopeful and happy. Thats why I went to Statue of liberty and then to staten island. Just the look of lady liberty is mesmerizing. Its so much hopeful. She won't bend or give in the freedom she represents. Not some fought-for freedom as depicted wrongly in the movies but the spiritual freedom. I don't know if many people have seen it but she looks so much at peace with herself. I felt so elated that I hide my true beliefs and thoughts from my parents, Muslim friends and everyone in family but I am at peace with myself. I didnot come over to USA to just get in to a residency and earn some money. I came here for freedom. Freedom of life and pursuit of happiness. Freedom of thought, speech and expression. I love America. Not because of its money and power. But because of its diversity and openness. So, its 9 28 pm now and I just got back to the place where am going to stay for next whole month. I don't know where I will be sleeping tonight as the room I am supposed to rent is till not vacant and that tenant ill move out tomorrow. Am waiting for Marisol-the owner to come and we can talk. I feel super exhausted right now. Made this mistake of going to McDonalds and took the N6 bus to jamaica station and didn't realize that it would be so tough to get a seat on the returning buses. Missed 4 buses to get my chance finally. Earlier, I came all the way from Varet street near Bogart in Brooklyn to this place here in Baldwin in Long Island via 4 subway connections and 3 buses. Took a lot of time and strength and energy and my bag's wheels are also quite flattened now but atleast I made it to here without spending any penny unlike last time when I had to buy LIRR tickets costing more then $30.00...........July goes... 1 month and 4 days done in US till now...
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