Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Pakistan - the failed state ?
But coming back to Pakistan, again tires are burning, cars are stone-pelted and ammunition is going off everywhere (which pakistanis seem to have alot of). As of today 25th February 2009, Pakistan has descended in chaos, destruction and senseless killing and anarchy once again. The last few percent of people who thought that Pakistan may survive...just may survive, just lost all hope. I just hope I get in to a good research program this year :)
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Once upon a time.
hahaha...my spanish course!
Here is my note:
Soy somair. Tengo a un amigo imaginario. Nombre es Pedro. Es de Perú. Le gusta frisbie. Jugamos frisbie diario. Le también quiere fútbol.
Soy somair = I am somair.
Tengo a un amigo imaginario = I have an imaginary friend.
Nombre es Pedro = Name is Pedro.
Es de Peru = Is of Peru.
Le gusta frisbie = He likes frisbie.
Jugamos frisbie diario = We play frisbie daily.
Le tambien quiere futbol = He also likes soccer.
....hahaha, don't even know why I wrote it here. Just getting bored. Going to take a nap.
USA medical elective experience
It all began in December of year 2006 when this idea was first floated to me of going for US medical electives in final year. At that time, I was in my 4th year of medical school in Rawalpindi Medical College and was giving my 3rd professional exam. Being a very mediocre student and especially super mediocre in Medical School, my interest was always governed more by being career-oriented at that time then bookish studies for my exams.
When this idea was first given to me, I outrightly rejected it that my parents won't agree being from a normal middle class, working class pakistani family. And also, half of my close relatives being doctors and none of them having gone for any electives whatsoever put my idea in a weak position even before it began. Me and my love discussed the various elective ideas and she being very optimistic and interested in the whole matter also pushed me in looking into it. So slowly, after gathering some guts I asked my father and mother one day in early January of 2007 that I wish to do US medical electives and that how important they would be for me and my career and my studies. I further made it clear that I won't be going there just for USA electives experience but also will be appearing in United States Medical Licensing Exam - clinical skills part. And within a few days, quite contrary to my thinking, my parents granted me the approval. This 'go-ahead' signal was perhaps as surprising to me as it was surprising for them. The real thing was not their decision in deciding what I should do or not do, but in fact I needed their financial support if I did go for such an endeavour.
So, then began the long process of sorting out electives' universities in USA which offer medical electives to foreign students, especially from Pakistan. In the process, I sat for TOEFL iBT, payed different fees to different programs and went through various processes of making my transcripts and sending them to different US medical schools from my medical school. The important thing to mention here is that I was never helped in this matter by anyone except the internet and anyone or everyone who really wishes to go for USA elective experience can be frothing from all the required information if he/she spends sometime online searching for all the available info. Doing it by my own self totally, I had to go through a lot of trial and error. Lost money, received rejections from alot of the programs and since I was also applying for USMLE and doing the whole paperwork for my love also, it was kind of difficult and marred with troubles. By April, nothing seemed to be going fine. My final hope rested in Rosalind Franklin University and the University of Wisconsin. Email being a slow and unreliable method for me in this regard, I decided to start calling all of them. A positive response on phone from Rosalind Franklin for an available seat in august of 2007 made me look for other universities with openly listed faculty phone numbers. So, I started calling all of them and it was sheerly good luck that I called Ms. Pam in University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center at Dallas just asking about any avaliable US medical electives for foreign students that summer. The reply was astoundingly wonderful and made me extremely ecstatic. She told me that they have seat avaliable in even May and June of 2007. Since it was early April, I took no time and sent my application materials through DHL the VERY SAME evening at 5 pm.
Some days later, it was on my close uncle's wedding reception day that I called again to know of my application when I was given the good news that I have been accepted. I at-once followed with seri's application but their seats were filled so it got approved in another department and also in another university of the University of Texas system. Then began the hectic paperwork for visa and it went quite smoothly. In fact it went much more easily then I expected and the only thing that got bogged down a little bit was the security clearance, also called the administrative processing. Things did look a bit difficult as administrative processing took some time but finally all was set for me to head for my USA electives experience. Getting a leave from my own medical school was not a problem in Pakistan ;) ...
I received my passport back after a wait of a month while I was supposed to begin my elective earlier. So, the same day I received my passport, I went to look for a plane ticket to US. That day proved to be useless as we couldnt really find a good ticket with a good deal. As it was my first time going to USA, my end destination was Dallas in Texas, and I had to reach the DFW Airport within 2 days. So, my demand from all travel agents was to make my itinerary all the way from islamabad in pakistan to Dallas in Texas. Being a difficult task to find such a flight deal on a day's notice, my first day looking for it was a disappointment. The next morning, we finally were able to find a deal for that same day's night. It was a good deal with its own problems though. The biggest being that I will have to have a stayover of 14 hours at Dubai.
My stay in south side of Dallas provided me a good opportunity to look at the lower strata of society in US and get to see life up and close in a different world. It took me 50 minutes daily to commute to the UT Southwestern campus from my place. Both of my internal medicine electives were based at the Parkland Hospital. The same Parkland Hospital where President John F Kennedy died :(
was mine too during the rotation in Infectious Diseases. For most part in my rotation, my attending was Prof. Dr. Paul Southern who was a very nice person. A very friendly and caring teacher who helped me and is still helping me in my further studies. Other than him, my fellow Dr. DeMarco was equally superb and extremely nice to me. It was his first rotation as a fellow too so we had good 3 weeks of fun and patient care. With me, there was a PA student doing her rotation too. Her name was Kristin and she is now a qualified Physician Assistant working in Houston. There were also a lot of other students and teachers who I interacted with but couldnt keep contact with all of them. During those electives, I found out the prevalence of Pseudomonas Aeruginosa in hospitalised patients in US. Saw a lot of MRSA cases and the worse lower extremity infections in Diabetics. I found a big percentage of patients in US hospitals to be the classic text book cases of HTN and DM co-morbids. The overall experience for me was quite new and exciting. Totally different workup as compared to the ones we do in pakistan and different modes of teaching provided me ample opportunity to see and learn. Also, I was able to see the healthcare at its almost best as compared to the one provided in pakistan.
On 4th of september I gave my USMLE step-2 CS with some of them and then went for a fish burger at McDonalds. Early next morning, I was on a flight to NYC to see Talha. Those were some great 5 days I spent in NYC. Not just with my school days friend Talha but another of my old buddy Junaid came from Toronto, Canada. We were together after a lapse of around 9-10 years and it was just amazing. We spent a wonderful time there. Walked all over Manhattan, went to Long Island beaches, watched movies together and hung out with Talha's friends. But all good times come to an end and so was it there. Soon after, I left for Pakistan and after spending sometime at Dubai, I was back in Islamabad. It wasn't just that. I went to my Medical School the same morning I touched down at Islamabad Airport with a new vigor for medicine and some good stories to tell.
I again went next year for other reasons but did two more months of US medical electives. With time, I have been able to build a good USA elective experience that may help me a long way I guess.
Monday, February 23, 2009
First Chicago Snow !
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Friends and The people
Galen - the hempmilk guy !
Marsena - the amiga !
Saturday, February 21, 2009
GUS - my beloved cat !!
Blogging - and my blog !!
Its come as quite a bit of surprise to me. I began this new blog about 9 days ago and about 7 days ago, I put up a counter on my blog to see how much hits I get a day. And since this is still essentially a one-page blog, the math wasn't that difficult to figure out the number of counts for this blog. Coming as a big surprise to me, I had 80 hits till today evening and now just as I am about to sleep, I thought to write something about my cat.
And guess what?!! I have 97 hits to date which is only 8 and half days old blog officially. So this made me write this extra entry about the wonders of blogging. To all those who visited and to those who WILL visit..... thank you for taking your time to read my spontaneous writings.
:)
Friday, February 20, 2009
of streets and artists...
to my beloved seri ...
I cannot hide this love I have for you
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Of censorship and blasphemy
Over the years I have experimented with things, thoughts, ideas and philosophies. Of all, most of the stuff is almost always available online except for the information that can be profitable for someone. Many old literature books are available online on project gutenburg just because these books dont have any copyrights. The reason !! nobody is alive to claim these copyrights. As compared to those timeless classics if you go in any decent book store nowadays, be it borders, barnes & nobles or any other simple paper store, you will find the worst of crap in the best of coverings and these paperbacks are so expensive that you sometime wonder whether some dummies actually buy them(no offence to anyone). My antagonism to this all apart, I think there should be a freedom of information act for whole of the world and not just for the cheap, useless information but the actual information for which money is being spent to be curtained from public eyes. People's lives are being played with like pawns on a chessboard by nation states but yet each and every one of these nation states' governments use means to keep these same people ignorant as much as they could. From artificial borders to presumed security threats, governments everywhere in the world have already gone beyond any moral values to penetrate in to the personal lives of people. Whether it being an NSEERS in america or a person 'condemned' for blasphemy in pakistan.... the Govts just wish to dictate people in a way that people can just abide by unwritten laws, stupid ethics carved by some retards or extremist morals. Anyways, what I am trying to write is that from time to time I would put up here some of such stuff which otherwise would be deemed 'illegal' here. But as you may see, I dont believe in every absurd law. I respect the good ones, but I hate the ones made by people with a lesser IQ then mine... so considering the fact that I have already put up my picture with salman rushdie up here while living in Pakistan, I would also be uploading some parts of books such as satanic verses etc.... A firm believer of the right to be free and learn free without any prejudice, I will also be putting up parts from 'banned' and 'condemned' books which here come under the heading of blasphemy..... hah! blasphemy !! whats a blasphemy when its just a man talking of another man...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Obama and Somair
Saturday, February 14, 2009
US diaries continued...(JULY '08)
Its Wednesday. Moe's bar and smooch cafe with other couchsurfers...
3 July 2008
Its Thursday. revival meetup with multiple couchsurfers. rooftop party later at joe che's place....busted by cops at 3 am in morning...had a blast :)
4 July 2008
Its Friday. woke late. went for some shopping in downtown n chinatown before I leave for Chicago. fireworks at rooftop party and free drinks. Talked to Richard from ireland staying at same hostel. Long live USA. Saw spectacular fireworks today. Went to downtown at night with clayton for gyros. Yum and fun. Loved it all.
8 July 2008
Its 7 15 pm and I am in Talha's house. Reached Philadelphia in morning. Took Cherry bus from Philly to NYC. Reached NYC to be shocked. Called Talha for 2 hours before finally thinking that he would be asleep and took a subway with my big bag from canal street and went all the way down to Staten island Ferry and then took ferry to island and then another bus to his place. Got off half a mile short and had to pull my big bag all the way to is place. Finally reached there by 1 30 pm even though I reached NYC by 9 50 am. Called him and he finally picked up the call and he was sleeping. So I surprised him and took his pic in pajamas when he came out. But surprise was for me and I found that he already had his stag yesterday night and today he is going to Utah on business trip. So, am pushed in to looking for a place to stay tonight, even though I haven't slept for 36 hours. To find a new abode for myself and I am kind of relaxed as I have loads of options in my mind. Lot of couchsurfers and hostel option. So just came back after seeing dark Knight with talha for free and kind of taking it all lightly. Its 8 pm now and am getting a bit panicky as every person I called had his or her voicemail on. Talha delayed his flight for tonight for me to tomorrow morning. He's a great friend. Only that we did not figure out stuff before my arrival and a part of my problem is mine because of my stupid idea of surprising people. That happened on my first day in Chicago also and felt so embarassed that I had to call Marsena back from her outting to welcome me. I just emailed Mennonite mission network people in NYC and now I am about to leave for hostel with Talha after dinner. Thanks God I won't have to worry about carrying my bag as Talha will drop me there. Its 10 25 pm. Just arrived at hostel again after 3 weeks only to find it has changed quite a bit. I can't find Marcello and thanks goodness they had 1 bed in mixed room. I just want to go to sleep now. Long long day.
Raining. Woke up at 11 30 am and just corresponded with a prospective landlord about seeing her place in Long Island. I am going there even if its raining. Cant miss this opportunity. Talked to Brian. I may get to stay at his place for 2 days.
31st july 2008